Wow 3 posts within a week!
So.... I am so incredibly home sick right now, not necessary for Fresno/Clovis, but California in general. Being an Army wife I have really learned that my home is where my husband is, but lately my husband has been working like crazy. He leaves for work at 11am and doesn't get home until 11pm-12am everyday. I work Mon-Fri and he's been working Wed-Mon so we have had no days off together in a little over a month. I do totally fine during the week when I'm busy with the kids, but whenever the weekends role around I have so lonely! I try to stay super busy with Rylie, but I crave some adult interaction. I have a few friends here, but no one like my friends at home. Oh how I miss my family and friends. Oh how I miss everything about California.
Friday, February 15, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Mommy.
Mommy. What I love hearing Rylie call me every morning when she wakes up, all during the day, and before she goes to bed at night. My goal as a mother is to raise a daughter that is independent, confident, smart, self respecting, caring, and just someone that I can be proud of and who is proud of herself. I am so incredibly lucky to have a husband that can provide for us and I can stay home with my daughter. Like I mentioned in the previous post, I do babysit 2 other little girls now so I do stay busy. But anyways, I'm getting off track of why I was writing this...
As a young mom I obviously know many other young moms and lately I've just been so bothered by the things I see on facebook and instagram that I decided to vent on here. You do not bring a child into this world to planned or not to let someone else raise this child so you go out and party and have one new boyfriend after another. The second I found out I was pregnant with Rylie, only being 18 years old I knew my whole entire life was changed. Everything I did from that moment on was for my daughter. I love her more than life. Sometimes I come across blogs of people who have lost children, either from SIDS or an accident and it absolutely breaks my heart, these parents have suffered a terrible loss while there are mothers out there that absolutely do not value their children. Our kids are our future, without them where are we going to go? I know I am not near the perfect mother, but I know I try my hardest every single day and at the end of the day I go to bed happy with the fantastic person Rylie is turning into!
I feel like I am just rambling, but I guess the point is that it absolutely breaks my heart to see kids grow up in the situations I have seen lately. Keep your little ones close, life is unexpected.
As a young mom I obviously know many other young moms and lately I've just been so bothered by the things I see on facebook and instagram that I decided to vent on here. You do not bring a child into this world to planned or not to let someone else raise this child so you go out and party and have one new boyfriend after another. The second I found out I was pregnant with Rylie, only being 18 years old I knew my whole entire life was changed. Everything I did from that moment on was for my daughter. I love her more than life. Sometimes I come across blogs of people who have lost children, either from SIDS or an accident and it absolutely breaks my heart, these parents have suffered a terrible loss while there are mothers out there that absolutely do not value their children. Our kids are our future, without them where are we going to go? I know I am not near the perfect mother, but I know I try my hardest every single day and at the end of the day I go to bed happy with the fantastic person Rylie is turning into!
I feel like I am just rambling, but I guess the point is that it absolutely breaks my heart to see kids grow up in the situations I have seen lately. Keep your little ones close, life is unexpected.
Maybe This Time...
Maybe this time I keep this blog updated....Here goes nothing.
I am going to make it a goal to update once a week.
I haven't posted in 2013 yet and so far 2013 has been great for my little family. I started babysitting full time back in October, and as of November I am babysitting 2 little girls full time and it has really been a blessing for our family. Not only am I not as depressed and bored here, but it has given us extra money and made life a little less stressful.
We had a great Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. Rylie is 2 1/2 now and so smart and amazing. She absolutely amazes me everyday with the new things she learns and says. She really is the light of our life. Michael and I are doing great and I couldn't be happier with life right now. We are getting ready to go on a Disney Cruise in April, if Michael's leave gets approved. We can't wait!
Well, that's all I really have to say. I am going to start posting more concentrated topics, so be on the look out! Until then, here's some pictures! Enjoy!
I am going to make it a goal to update once a week.
I haven't posted in 2013 yet and so far 2013 has been great for my little family. I started babysitting full time back in October, and as of November I am babysitting 2 little girls full time and it has really been a blessing for our family. Not only am I not as depressed and bored here, but it has given us extra money and made life a little less stressful.
We had a great Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. Rylie is 2 1/2 now and so smart and amazing. She absolutely amazes me everyday with the new things she learns and says. She really is the light of our life. Michael and I are doing great and I couldn't be happier with life right now. We are getting ready to go on a Disney Cruise in April, if Michael's leave gets approved. We can't wait!
Well, that's all I really have to say. I am going to start posting more concentrated topics, so be on the look out! Until then, here's some pictures! Enjoy!
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